It’s interesting to go into something full force but knowing that there won’t be a future there. It’s heartbreaking, actually.
In about a month, we’ll go our separate ways for the first time, then in another two months, we’ll go our separate ways for good. Don’t get me wrong, I full commend you on going into the military, it’s just interesting knowing that will be the end of what we are.
When that time comes I just want to let you know how much I appreciate you. In this short time, you’ve completely changed my outlook on the whole guy thing. I can’t believe it but I found one, and he’s different! He’s making me smile and laugh and live. Something I’ve forgotten how to do.
Before anyone accuses me of letting all of my happiness depend on a guy I have to say, he can still drive me crazy and there are times I want to cry because this shouldn’t be happening. But, it means a lot to me that I found one that’s different. I deserve this. I have for the past five years.
Everything is starting to look up in life and I hope everyone around me realizes that.
Of course, there are days that I miss people I shouldn’t and then there are days where I talk to people I shouldn’t. There have also been days that I’ve wanted to give up and go back to the way I was before. But I know I’m better than that.
Thanks for that. It means more than you’ll ever know.
I can’t even describe the feeling of being genuinely happy. God, this is amazing to actually smile for no reason and not have to force a smile for once. Thank you, god.
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